Thursday, June 4, 2009

Urgh.


Been down lately, feel so lifeless.

I don't know why, I just feel so.
I have to be optimistic, But I can't. 
There's nothing to be.
No directions. Just a dead end. 

After all this time,
I noticed I've never accomplish anything, Only half done.
People tend to use me, But I don't care.
Now I feel so used up, it's too much.
I realize how limited my friends are.
I could count them all with a hand.

There are so many pros and cons around,
I don't know who are you all.
Please leave if you're not sincere, I have nothing you want.
I just don't want anything right now.
My studies are like shit, I can't study neither cope with it.
I'm never successful in anything. Why ?
No one understands me, neither my parents.
I'm poor
I'm so so down. 
I'm this close to commit suicide.




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