Slipped Away.

Sigh, can't describe the situation I'm in now. So frustrating, confusing yet heart breaking !

I guess Time is never on both of our side ?

Can we not change anything at all ? : (

WHAT A DEAD BLOG I TELL YOU !

I don't know why, but it seems Frostwire and Transmission is failing on me...

So yea, school's starting in 3 weeks time ? I have no idea what date , Lol. Didn't do much this holiday besides tuition, the gossip girl website is down, so no gossip girl : (

Everyone seems to be going on holiday, imagine staying in KL like forever ?

Ok , I haven't watch Newmoon and 2012. SIGH, can't wait for you to watch with me !

Will I be the spotlight of your life ?

Major Breakdown.

I thought this time it would be different, I guess I'm wrong. This is reality.

I'm lost.

: (

I know. I quit.

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fu-cking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

True, so true. : (

Movies.

Recent movie marathon.

I'll give this a 4/5. Sienna Miller ! :)

More to come I guess ?

Swing Swing.

Did you think that I would cry on the phone ?
Do you know what it feels like being alone ?
I'll find someone new.
- Swing Swing



Cant Wait I Guess ?

Up's and Down's, we've been there.
No matter what, we'll still be there together.
-Superwomen

You don't know me.

Finished guitar hero session with Rabecca not long ago. HAH ! You don't wanna know...

We both played The Camera.

My very first few shots from it.

Heh.

Rabecca's shot.




Who doesn't know ?

My mac died on me again, AGAIN ! and AGAIN!

Sixteen Candles.

Turned sixteen last week. No, I did not have an Extravaganza party, I did not get a sport car, did not invite any special guest. I could always dream : )

Not my ideal Sweet Sixteen, hey at least it's decent ?

Trying to gather meaningful songs, and finish watching Gossip Girl.

iPhone camera suck, this explains why.

HeeHee. BIG SMILE

Untitled.

It's Wednesday already, time flies like nobody business.

What I did this 2 weeks ? Practically nothing !

I wonder why ? I give up on everything and anything. 

Oh ya, even my blog, my tweet, my grades are giving up on me. I wanna go out like everybody does ! 

Urgh.

Been down lately, feel so lifeless.

I don't know why, I just feel so.

I have to be optimistic, But I can't. 

There's nothing to be.

No directions. Just a dead end. 

After all this time,

I noticed I've never accomplish anything, Only half done.

People tend to use me, But I don't care.

Now I feel so used up, it's too much.

I realize how limited my friends are.

I could count them all with a hand.

There are so many pros and cons around,

I don't know who are you all.

Please leave if you're not sincere, I have nothing you want.

I just don't want anything right now.

My studies are like shit, I can't study neither cope with it.

I'm never successful in anything. Why ?

No one understands me, neither my parents.

I'm poor

I'm so so down. 

I'm this close to commit suicide.

Darlings, darlings.

I love Donald Duck.

I stone when I'm bored.

I enjoy posing like Lady Gaga, like no one's business.

No, I don't dig my nose in public.

(was so not digging in the picture )

I'm friendly, I'm helpful.
(Duh)

I'm Dorota. :]
Nice to meet y'all!
FYI, I'm Blair's maid.
& I love ice-cream.
Ice-cream saved my life.
Talk to me,
I'm friendly and I don't bite.



And also, I would like to introduce the girl I love the most,
Rabecca Blair Tan,
My mom and cousin said she's pretty!
:] :]


OH EM GEE!
Tataaaa;)

Happy Mommy's Day to all the mommy out there, btw.
Mommy, Iheartyou :)

Becca.

Sometimes Love Comes Around and It Knocks You Down.

Hello.

Yesterday I had a blast ! I mean so far for the pass 1 year. Yesterday can consider as my top 5 most happiest day =p

Alright, I'm very lazy to write the whole lotta story, and will just let the picture do the talking. ( When I get The pictures)

Yesterday after sports day, Rabecca, Chao Yan, E-jia came over to my house for so call Guitar Hero Session,but Failed...........

Once again.

Once again my mac let me down !




And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love went .

Finally.

Mac
Current Mood : Undecided thoughts.
Category : Life.


Finally, my mac is back ! Hope god bless it from now.
There's plenty of things to be downloaded, lazy.

Alright, 1 hour 20 mins ago was Labor Day, and Now is Saturday. We're suppose to have a dinner date ( with Becca , Sonia, April...) that's not the point ! Last minute everything was canceled !

Kinda pissed and disappointed, because I so happen to finally have a Saturday free with no other activities, if not I'll have to wait till after SPM =/ But who to blame ? I'm cool with it now though.

Oh ya ! The weather is killing, my eye brown is not growing ! : )

Becca stop JUNPYO-ing !

Browns !

Hey !

The weather is killing me !
Reached home and saw BABY waiting for me, opened the gate and he nearly ran out !
Then dad told me he'll be going to Mid Valley later to get his eyes done, then I was like okay. Hah.

While waiting for dad, I went and get my eye browns done ! Hehe no picture though =p
Oh ya, wanted to ajak "somebody" out, but "somebody" can't stop Junpyo-ing ! You suck wei : )


Saturday anyone free for snooker ? pool ? drinks ?.

Wee.

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

Falling Slowy !

Hello ! : )
Currently tuning in to Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova - Falling Slowly.
Thanks to kris allen, I'm addicted to it.



Weee : D !

Alright, buddy came home last week and went back for 4 days, because his itchy mouth couldn't stop taking the stitches off !
Friday, he took the stitches off and eventually the wound opened, then we took him to the vet to get it done ! When we got home me and dad went for a movie, 2 hours later came home, he took 5 stitches off ! == Oh ya, he's home now. God bless him.

Ahh the song is so romantic : )

I MISS YOU.

Hey ! Blog's been dead.. Hehe

By the way, I miss my dog. I miss that bastard !



How could you resist this face =[
Baby has gone to the vet to get his balls out because it couldn't come out !
Imagine having internal testis ?
I'm sad in a way, and happy in a way.
I'm sad cause I'm not use of him not being around me ! and I'm happy because he's coming home tomorrow !

God bless baby !

Pooh and Friends.

There's Pooh and Friends on my English Test paper. Hehe.

Okay, exam's last week, currently having 1 week break, and 1 more day of exam after break.
Still trying to imagine what kind of face expression people would give after holding the Add Maths paper, since the Mod Maths is tough.

Today's dad birthday. What shall I give?



Flabbergasted !

Gossip Girl.

Who say's they don't teach us anything ?
Malaysia should not ban it !
Watch the videos.







Have fun learning !

Exams.

Exam Period.
Current mood : Stressed
Category : Life

Exam's on Tuesday, and the first two subject is Chinese and History. Urgh... *puke*

So frustrating ! I don't like Chinese !




By the way, I'm gonna watch Marley & Me later ! : )

With me.

Argh ! No words can describe how mad and sad I am right now !
School exams is around the corner, family is having shitloads of problems, I couldn't study and I cant tell anyone !


I want to go for a vacation, alone. Write a song, and forget everything.
Mostly the problem is my dad.
He just wont stop this ridiculous problem, and start saying everyone is lying to him !
So damn heartbroken each time I hear them fight.
Can you imagine where they think you're asleep and start argue-ing when you are actually not asleep ?

I just want a happy family !

Still screw those people who doesn't deserve a happy and good life ! They should pay for their karma. Why is life so unfair ?

THE PRESSURE IS ON !

Money buys Happiness.

Money really do buy happiness. And NO, my family has no money that's why we're not happy.

I'm not happy because money is such a big deal to everyone ! Money is important, but issint family more important ?

I'm sad not because we have no money. I'm sad because my family relationship is getting worsen each day.

Screw people who is a fucking con man/woman, I hope your karma hunts you.

Cute cute.

Hello.

Found this very cute website for survey !

I've only earned 70cents. Haha !

Not new.

For everyone's information, I'm not new to blogging.
I've deleted the previous post.

So.. yea. : )