Urgh.

Been down lately, feel so lifeless.

I don't know why, I just feel so.

I have to be optimistic, But I can't. 

There's nothing to be.

No directions. Just a dead end. 

After all this time,

I noticed I've never accomplish anything, Only half done.

People tend to use me, But I don't care.

Now I feel so used up, it's too much.

I realize how limited my friends are.

I could count them all with a hand.

There are so many pros and cons around,

I don't know who are you all.

Please leave if you're not sincere, I have nothing you want.

I just don't want anything right now.

My studies are like shit, I can't study neither cope with it.

I'm never successful in anything. Why ?

No one understands me, neither my parents.

I'm poor

I'm so so down. 

I'm this close to commit suicide.